Am I the worst wife? I love my husband, I love him, I love him so much that I can't help feeling sorry if I don't have sex every day. My husband is often away on business trips, and I have no choice but to have sex with men other than my husband in order to release my sexual desire. There is no love in this relationship, as it is only a relationship that satisfies sexual desires without spoiling each other. Love And Sex Are Different... Am I Disqualified As A Married Woman When I Straddle A Cock At A Love Hotel 30 Minutes After Seeing My Husband Off?